| Food!! |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|02:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Throwdown - RaiseYourFist | ] |
I am Bored and Chillin at Home..I have to go to work soon which sucks but o well. anyone want to go eat let me know :) I took at trip to Santa Ana yesterday fun as always...Well time to get ready for work |
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| Back From The Dead |
[Jun. 13th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A Dying Memory - She Walks Alone | ] |
Haven't posted on this shit for ever but now I am back...it was taken off because of drama but drama has cleared and the posting has been reinstated… Tons of shit has changed since my last post. I work way too much now at Knott's. I never really get to see anyone anymore and that sucks but I am working with it. I have to do what I have to do. I didn't do so well in school this time around 3 A's and 2 F's the two F's were in the important classes. I guess you either hit or miss in life I think I missed that time. I am not tied down in any serious relationships for once, I enjoyed it while it lasted but I am enjoying what I have going now. The bullshit drama that comes with it is not missed either. In fact it puts a smile on my face knowing I don't have to deal with that business. I am not in any bands currently but am interested in starting something up, anyone interested to let me know…..Time To find something to do…Be Back Later |
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| Hmmm |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|10:23 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Acacia Strain - Noah Will Be Your Grave | ] |
So...Have not written anything in this for a long ass time. A lot has been going down since the last post. For 1 I thought things were starting to go my way, but then changed like they always do. I thought things might have been going back to how they were, because at the time that is what it seemed. But naw...things didn't go back to how they were they just got more distant...I can't even remember the last time I saw her.... hmmm I don't even know. O well. She seems to be happy so I guess that is all that matters. I will just go on my marry way and do whatever I need to do. I mean a returned phone call or a returned message would be cool...but naw..That is rare also :( I am not mad about anything just depressed that it went down like this...I made the fucking choice myself again…I will chill and see if anything changes soon but if not I will just let it go again L I Hope not………. |
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| Oopss |
[Dec. 14th, 2004|09:39 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indifferent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ill Nino - If You Still Hate Me | ] |
Never again will that happen... |
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| I Can Feel The Cold Steel.. |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|04:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Avenged Sevenfold - Desecrate Through Reverance | ] |
Shoe Mans Fiesta Weekend was a tight one...i had to go to a wedding sat but all and all it was a damn good weekend... |
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| 4 Realz |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|10:43 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Slipknot - The Blister Exists | ] |
Getting Ready 4 The Shoe Mans Fiesta Weekend |
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| Fucking Bomb |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|02:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Real | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Bleeding Through - Love Lost In A Hail Of Gun Fire | ] |
This Was A Fucking Bomb...For A Few Seconds, This Place Was Armagedon..THERE WAS A FIREFIGHT!
This was a long and really fun weekend. Many things were learned..I have been having tons of homework. I hope i can get it all done so i can get my grades up in my classes..I neeed to pass that shit..It is cold outside..bla bla bla...nothing more to say..i am out... |
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| .. |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|11:06 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  weird | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jimi Hendrix - Cocaine | ] |
Interesting Shit.....I have Now learned ABout the World to its Fullest |
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| Real |
[Dec. 1st, 2004|10:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | Feelin Real | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Marcus Miller & Jaco Pastorius - Teen Town | ] |
This Is Some Real Shit!!! Fucking Real!!! Real! |
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| Crazy |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|11:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Soilwork - The Flameout | ] |
Crazy Ass Mother Fuckers Up In the World... |
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| Will Things Change?*?* |
[Nov. 20th, 2004|11:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | numb | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chimaira - Pure Hatred | ] |
Same old shit every fucking day...gets boring. School sucks huge amounts. I am tired of writing papers every damn week. I has been nice my friend N20 hasn't been around recently so I have been able to get shit done. Good timing since one of my teachers thought it would be a great idea to give us two five pages papers to write, due in 1 week. I was sitting here thinking there has to be more to life than the same fucking things everyday. Still haven't come to any conclusions yet but still working. I think it is time to change the flow of life. Time 4 a turn around…I am going to get a job at Disneyland; not sure if what yet, but something where I don't looking like a lame ass. I know a high up guy there so it won't be hard to get whatever I want. Nothing more, but it is homework time… |
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| Sick?? |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|07:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Avenged Sevenfold - Desecrate Through Reverance | ] |
Damn...What a long weekend full of crazy shit...I think i am now sick because i just went to crazy this weekend. O well it was fun now it is time to do homework and rest.. |
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| Brain Dead Mother Fucker |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | mischievous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chimaira - Dead Inside | ] |
It has been a week since I have not been working and the days and nights seem to be just fucking crazy. This past week was really fun chilling with everyone again. All those people I haven't seen for like a fucking month. Good times at the Shoe Mans casa and at the Hotel party after the A.H.A.B. |
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| What's Done Is Done Son |
[Nov. 1st, 2004|02:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Orgy - Stiches | ] |
Knotts Has Come to an end it was really really fun I hope to go back next year if I can. My Life is now un-paused; it can go on how it was before I started working so damn much. I have met so many kick ass people I don't know where to start. All I know as of now is there is going to be a lot of chilling going on in the near future. I Have A.H.A.B. Next Sat Nov. 6 (Some end of Haunt Dinner thing). Maybe I will get something at the dinner… That is pretty much it 4 now… |
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| The Days Are Coming To An End |
[Oct. 30th, 2004|11:22 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Caliban - Goodbye | ] |
The Days working at Knotts are coming to an end. I had alot of fun meeting a ton of people. I am going to work there next year, and i might stay on for normal Knotts :). Nothing else has been going on... |
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| .... |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|03:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sum 41 - In Too Deep | ] |
I Fucked alot of shit up today...I Know tons of people hate me now..and i am sorry...I need to Find a way to leave it all behind start over...become the person i want to become not the person i have already made. That person gets me no where but is more trouble... |
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| I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
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[Oct. 21st, 2004|02:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Caliban - Goodbye | ] |
Over and Over her Voice repeats in my head. Will it ever leave? It seems that it will never. To see us like this makes my Heart Break to pieces. Only if you knew, it would make me happier...All the Rain seems to me now to be a symbol of what is to come..It makes me think that all the tears are just to wash away the unclean, and leave us left with the pure. Only if you could see through my eyes for one day you just might understand...Untill then...........
"I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
A long kiss goodbye
My tears flow over
The time just fans the fire
The time just fans the fire
Why can't you stay forever?
Why can't you just pull the trigger?
I wish, I wish this nightmare would end
Goodbye" |
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| Short Days, Long Nights |
[Oct. 16th, 2004|12:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | A Dying Memory - She Walks Alone | ] |
The days are short and the nights are long...but i am cash money sooo i guess it isn't so bad...I have been tring to catch up on sleep lost from Scary Farm..almost there. Other than that, not much else going on |
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| Another Week Has Past |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|05:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Atreyu - You Eclipsed By Me | ] |
Another week at knots has pasted and I am getting less and less fucked up each week. Although the crowed is getting rougher it is still fun. I have met some really tight people and scared a lot of people, I am almost half done. School on the other hand is a huge pain in my ass I am not doing very well in 2 out of 4 of my classes but I will work my way back somehow. If anyone wants Tickets for discount hit me up. R.O.A.P. is coming along, a demo should be coming out in Nov. some time. I might be taking a trip to Santa Ana Tomorrow so if anyone want to chill hit me up…that is all for now more to come later… |
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| Drama |
[Oct. 6th, 2004|10:39 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  moody | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Killswitch Engage - A Bid Farewell | ] |
Ahhhh Yes, smell that?? that is the smell of Drama in the air once again. As always i am involved in some sort of drama. Hard for me to go at least a week without running in to some sort of bullshit. Whatever no worries i don't really give a fuck anyways.........Fuck You..... |
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